kanashimi no tenshi: just let me cry...

My tears are not free. Every drop amounts to a piece of your heart. So when I cry you a river, prepare to give me you heart. and I'll welcome it with a kiss. (012407)

Monday, June 27, 2005


this one'll be very short.. i just want to share a very embarassing moment in my life:

nadapa ako sa recto. @_@ actually, lumuhod lang ako.

what happened was adeth and I were walking along CM Recto ave when I saw a spit on the road. I warned adeth so she wouldn't step on it but as I warned her, my right foot stepped on the edge of a lower part of the road and i tripped. XD

kaya napaluhod ako. luckily, i didn't get any sprain. weheheh

Friday, June 24, 2005

i'm online! at last!

news flash: Misono has returned. :D but then i'm in a dorm so i wouldn't know if he's okay or not. mya~

next: school have been incredibly...boring. i was eager to go to school before classes started but now..i'm too lazy to even get up and take a bath. lol.. broadcast and sports journalism courses have a not-so-interesting professor, plus i was late the first meeting thus i was sitted at the back, a place where the prof's voice cannot reach. crapness. i've been absent twice already..because i just didn't feel like going to classes. ehehe.. (bad woman!)

next: i'm sooo worried about my friends (ria-brent-mela) ..'ope you guys work your issues out. i really think you guys need to talk again. without any of you walking out of the picture while the issue ain't worked out yet.

next: advance happy birthday to my highschool kabarkada, Toni Herrero. miss you!! (saw you walking in Dapitan the other day. lol)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

miserable life...

Misono is missing. T__T Adeth says he's just in the neighborhood because it's mating season but i'm worried that the neighbors might have gotten irritated that they killed him. mya~ Pusa ko yun eh... mahal ko s'ya.

minsan tuloy parang ayaw ko nang maging close sa iba (tao o pusa) para kapag nawala sila, hindi ako masasaktan.

selfish ko no?


yesterday was ok. i had my stuff done in school around 12:30. the good news was Adeth could enroll so I waited for her for 45 mins or so.. she was with her mom and right after we enrolled, and ate lunch, we went to Avenida cos her mom was looking for a "sexy" lamp a.k.a. gasera. >_<>


i'm sick. after i went to the dormitory last saturday for a clean up (mopped the floor and waxed it, plus some other stuff), i got sick the next day with colds and my throat got itchy. Monday came and i got sick with cough. Now, it's wednesday and i got no voice anymore. mya~


PS: genki desu, carlo-kun! these things happen...

Monday, June 06, 2005

surprise surprise

lemme start with the first surprise:

I saw Carlo Silva in the church where my family and I go to whenever we visit my sister in Cavite. He said the first moment he saw me yesterday, he already knew it was me. As for me, I was hesitant to actually think he was Carlo because.. well.. we. were. in. cavite. >_< Carlo pala goes to La Salle Dasma na but with the same course, PT. He was with his friend, Jay, yesterday.

next surpresa:

Marion Raven is back. When I was a junior in highschool, I hated that woman for 'stealing' Zac Hanson from me. of course I never owned Zac..pero yun nga. Marion and Zac were rumored to be having an affair back then while Marit Larsen, the rest of m2m was with Isaac.
Anyway, I was listening to Campus radio 97.1 LSFM waiting for any Hale song when it was announced that Marion is currently the artist of the month on front.center.. i was like, WAH!? lol

third surprise:

It seems to be that Adeth will not be able to enroll tomorrow for financial reasons. I was actually extremely excited to see her tomorrow, the 7th, in school because I miss her terribly... pero the news was a very bad surprise.. :( so I was hoping I'd see her when school starts on the 13th pero classes will start pala on June 15. crap. :(

Friday, June 03, 2005

not on the same ground

nothing much except that the whole week was too long for me. i learned lotsa lessons about relationship, and trust and respect. and probably forgiveness.

and maybe that's what we all should learn to have. forgiveness.

although i must say that i'm still on the journey to actually have a complete desire to forgive some people on my hate list.

there's another thing i learned (it may only apply to some people, though).. it's that when the people you love and care for have hurt you, you will always feel the pain, but you'll never learn to hate them.

Thursday, June 02, 2005


Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 80%
Pride: 60%
Sloth: 60%
Greed: 20%
Lust: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%
You will die in a duel.