kanashimi no tenshi: just let me cry...

My tears are not free. Every drop amounts to a piece of your heart. So when I cry you a river, prepare to give me you heart. and I'll welcome it with a kiss. (012407)

Saturday, June 17, 2006

first week

sleep is good... after how many days without it.

i started reading my books for daily torture aka recitation with intimidation (and threat. threat to fail. LOL) on the second day of classes ...and i couldn't remember having a GOOD sleep since.

Political law readings, criminal law, persons, the 1987 constitution, civil code, revised penal code, cases... all of them are incredibly and annoyingly long.

well, some are easy to understand but difficult to remember, some are easy to remember but difficult to understand... i have to balance things, manage my schedule, work with my classmates, face my professors with courage (although i haven't had my first recititation yet).

i even had to give up my violin lessons because i chose to prioritize my studies. :(

i have to, i need to, i want to. it's good to want things that are difficult to do so that i may strive to make my future bright...

and i thank the people that support me and take care of me and love me..

My sister
My parents (Happy father's day popo!)

My new friends: Marian, Claire, Owen, Fay, Tintin... Block 1A.. i'm so glad to have known you..
Let's do this thing!
i need a new phone. :(

ABS CBN's featuring an interview with Rain tonight and i can hardly wait. :D
Watch A LOVE TO KILL. it's definitely worth watching. :D
and maybe ABS CBN can ask him to have his concert here. mwahahaha~!

Marian and I think that Toni Gonzaga's first single "we belong" is so much like Utada Hikaru's "First Love". ...tsk tsk tsk

Sunday, June 11, 2006

night sched

start of classes this tuesday, i'm in block 1A.. i don't know anyone in that block. at least Nina has Ey, they can go together... i'm not scared, or nervous ....just .... i remember that feeling when i was still in 1st year college...

balik freshman na naman ako. only this time, my first day starts at 7 pm. wala na maghahatid sa'kin pauwi every night, or maghahawak ng bag ko or books, or wala na'kong kasabay mag-dinner... katabi matulog...

not because we're not together anymore. we're just taking different paths now. magkikita naman kami.... sometimes. like ...

once a month. T__T

Rain's newest single Sad Tango is in Japanese. Last friday ko lang na-realize... astig. :D

*Kanawa nai kedo kimi wo motometeru yo
Kanau mono nara sugu ni mo kimi no te wo tori
Finding ways to get you back
All I want is U
Demo mada chikaduke nai kyori wo kanjiru no sa
feel my heart
Tamashii ga nuketa mitai
Sou iwarete mo shikata ga nai yo ima no boku ja
Kimi tono ai no hibi owara nai to
Sou zutto shinjiteta
Mada kimi no ayamachi yurusete shimau jibun ga motto setsunai
Ima wa hitori odori tsudukeru dake sa
Please come back baby

Monday, June 05, 2006


oh yeah, my bestfriend Monica told me that Zac Hanson got married last Saturday, June 2. with someone named Kate Tucker...

oh well. i was just STUNNED. myu~

i liked Zac a lot. harharhar...

ZAC IS 20, SO AM I.... BUT..... I'M NOT MARRIED. .... OR AM I?


only we know the truth.

don't think you know, what you know is bullshit.