kanashimi no tenshi: just let me cry...

My tears are not free. Every drop amounts to a piece of your heart. So when I cry you a river, prepare to give me you heart. and I'll welcome it with a kiss. (012407)

Friday, September 30, 2005

nakakainissssssssssss

you know. nakakainis talaga.

basta.. kung kilala mo kung sino ka, na nagbibigay ng sakit ng ulo sa'kin na kung tutuusin eh wala akong pakialam sa'yo at nakikisama lang ako for my own sake... hoy. makiramdam ka. as in.. akala mo!?!!? *kagat labi at dilat ng mata*

at ikaw, isa kang tao ka, akala mo kung sino ka magbossy bossy dyan. ba't? pinapasweldo mo'ko? ulol. at isa pa... makiramdam ka rin. hindi yung sarili mo lang ang iniisip mo. if i were you, titiyakin ko kung may naiinis sa'king iba pa. akala mo ba ikaw lang ang may karapatang mainis sa ibang tao. ano ka? anak ng... tupapaw!?

hooh. grabe. nakakataas ng presyon. kung namatay pa'ko dahil sa inyo, mumultuhin ko pa kayo. HMPPPPPPPFF!!!! tsk.

at sa mga nagbabasa... minsan lang ako magalit. wala pang publikong nakakita sa'king magalit. at pag sinugod mo'ko, ndi kita aatrasan. AKALA MO!!?!?! *duro ng sobrang lupit*

===blind item ends here===

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

wholesome image...

my dad was enraged when he saw my blog.. (my fault) because the previous skin was ... not very wholesome. try to remember that it was about royalties of lust and I, being the princess.

ehehe.. *bad shimy!*

anyway, what i really wanted is a skin with rain/bi/jung ji hoon in it.. but the one i found was very complicated to edit so i gave up. this one is very... full house-ish. oh well, song hye gyo is pretty anyway... *nudges oniichan* <- hotelier naman ang gusto.. >_<

'yon... i'm hoping this nightmare with the thesis/broadjourn/sportsjourn/ etc. will be over sooner.

PS: BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAYS:::
++jessa
++ jujeje
++adeth my lab

Thursday, September 22, 2005

some weird stuff...

ndi ako nakapag-post in a long time...sensha.. here the updates:

+ Det and I (together with Jhoey, Mitch, Mela and Brent) watched the non-stop cheerleading competition last saturday. we're glad UST won! :D

+ we're swamped with projects (thesis, sports journ magazine, broad journ segment productions, baka may FILjourn pa.) ...and sobrang daming gastos. =(

+ last night, i was so sleepy and so tired.... i had this dream...

> long corridor, all white, hospital-like rooms on the side
> somebody gave me a bracelet that i had put on then i was sent to a world that was very different...
> sa world na 'yun, i felt like floating. there was a grotto made of stone sa right side na may fire, going up and going back down. parang fountain of fire. tapos, beneath me, may cloudlike stuff over a blue horizon.. parang clouds nga and i was over them... tapos nandun lang ako.. parang peaceful pero mag-isa lang ako.. so i said, i'd rather go back.. tapos somebody came and snapped the bracelet off my arm.

after that, nagising na'ko. i stood up, feeling sooo light, to drink lots of cold water. i realized that it was already morning...

at may sunog sa Piy Margal street.. kaya pala paggising ko, may firetrucks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY JESSA ERICKA BIEN! MWAH!