guys... so weird

i can't believe this freaking blogger. i have finally erased my blog because of annoyance. and so, i have invaded my sister's.

weird people in this internet place. hm.. men. or should i say boys?

some stuff i have realized (that i previously thought are only characteristic of girls)
1. they get clingy when you don't call. they call and they text, and when you don't reply, they text some more and get annoyed.
"bakit hindi ka nagtetext?"
"bakit di mo sinabing uuwi ka?"
"lalabas pa naman sana tayo..."
"eee..."

2. they pout (even if it's not obvious in their face)

3. pag iniwan mo sila sa mall dahil sa kabagalan nila (kahit alam nilang importante ang dahilan kaya ka umalis (tipong kelangan mo kasing mag-aral for oral exams at hindi naman kasi nila nilinaw na pupunta pala sila):
"san ka na?"
"dorm"
"what?!"
...
"mag-aral ka na nga d'yan!"

hahaha!!!

masama akong bata.

hello, cho. i posted again.

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during my last week at the ER (internal medicine rotation), i had two patients who died. a, i always have patients who die (ang mga pasyente sa ospital kung nasa'n ako ay halos palaging nasa bingit na ng kamatayan). i digress.

i had two patients who died. the first one, i was shocked because before the patient got transferred to the ward, she was stable and laughing with her husband. they were having a good time. she just gave birth and her child was admitted to another hospital (preemie). malaman-laman ko na lang ay patay na s'ya. wow. at bata pa siya, she was just 24 years old! just two years older than me! go figure. she died of heart failure, if i remember correctly.

the other one looked like one of my friends from med school. kaya sobrang weird ng pakiramdam ko habang minomonitor yung pasyente. i felt like i was seeing my classmate when his hypertension gets worse at mukha na s'yang may chronic passive congestion of the liver with ascites and all. (naks, feeling house, md). anyway, every time i looked at the patient's face, i got weirded out kasi nga i was seeing my friend's face. he died. at bata pa rin s'ya, 38. his wife's even younger. feeling ko tipong kasing-edad ko lang e. anyway, this person had seminoma. search n'yo na lang sa net what it means.

when i got home, i felt nothing. but it hit me after a day. i cried because i pitied them. and because i just had a falling out with that friend that the other patient looked like. hay.

o s'ya. end of pensieve. thanks for the unload. duty pa ako bukas. sa medical ICU. by the way, the other day, 3 patients died. grabe no? halos araw-araw, may namamatay sa harap namin.

if you were us, would you survive?

ja.